as you sit here reading this, that means your life sucks just as bad as mine right now. i didnt think anything else could possibly go wrong, but i guess i was wrong. anything and everything that you can think of has gone wrong. i just wish i knew what the hell i was doing. i mean ive feel like ive lost one of my best friends in the world. not to mention with that, im sicker than a dog right now and that blows majorly. im to the point where i dont give a shit about anything that is done or anything that im doing. everything just feels like its a waste of time. oh well what am i to do, other than to deal with it right? anyway for now life sucks and i just hope that it gets better but until then, life blows major donkey balls!!