alright, so my spring break was shit at first, since it wasnt as nice as they said it was going to be. so we decided to go to Campbell University and visit my good friend Ben. well, not knowing Ben never signed us in to stay with him and he wasnt allowed to have girls in his dorm. let me tell you it ben goes to a private baptist church. you know they are strict as hell!!! anyway, well ben had females in his room and had beer in his room along with raff and i who werent allowed to be there cause ben never signed us in. well, as the night progressed ben decided to start throwing shit out his window and then the next thingg you know we have cops in his dorm!! woot woot!! well ben got in trouble for underage consumption, and underage possession, his g/f got a DUI, and his g/fs friend got something about letting someone else drive their car while intoxicated....damn it sucked...raff, got a way with murder and i got charged with underage consumption despited i had like a half beer if that and i got arrested for that. aint that some shit. so now i have to go to court and pay $25 fine plus court fees and whatever else they throw at me. damn these last 2 wks suck. just last week before i left for this trip i got pulled over for speeding in CAnal Winchester!! ahh shit,im a walking nightmare!!! haha! oh well, i guess youll have that! anyway, i dont know if i should have them transfer this back home or if i should come back down here for court. anyone have any ideas?

SO TONIGHT I WENT TO THE JACKETS GAME, AND IT WAS OFF THE HOOK!!!! IT WAS MY FIRST GAME OF THE SEASON, I KNOW, I KNOW WHAT KIND OF JACKETS FAN AM I? HAHA!!! ANYWAY, THE GAME WAS PRETTY GOOD FOR THE MOST PART, IT WAS PRETTY SLOPPY BUT HIGH SCORING!!! THE JACKETS ENDED UP WINNING 5-4 OVER PHONIEX!! IT WAS A BLAST EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A CLOSE GAME!! GO JACKERS!!!!!!

okay, so tonight a couple of my buddies and i decided to go to a golf course and take our fireworks and a MICROWAVE with us. why you ask? well first off we were bored and drunk. lol, and then we had the idea of lets blow up the mircrowave with our fireworks. haha man was it fun, we used sooo much of our fireworks and we such a great time. we did have the damnest time blowing it, but we did!!! ill have some pictures in a couple of days! oh man, not to mention we had the cops called on us, haha, that was an adventure tryin to get off the golf course in an orderly fashion not to mention we were on like the 6th or 7th hole. not sure though cause it was dark out, but damn was its COLD out and fun as hell!!! not to mnetion DRUNKEN FUN!! HAHA!!!  if anyone wants a microwave you can go to the golf course and pick whats left of it up!! lol

as you sit here reading this, that means your life sucks just as bad as mine right now. i didnt think anything else could possibly go wrong, but i guess i was wrong. anything and everything that you can think of has gone wrong. i just wish i knew what the hell i was doing. i mean ive feel like ive lost one of my best friends in the world. not to mention with that, im sicker than a dog right now and that blows majorly. im to the point where i dont give a shit about anything that is done or anything that im doing. everything just feels like its a waste of time. oh well what am i to do, other than to deal with it right? anyway for now life sucks and i just hope that it gets better but until then, life blows major donkey balls!!

so i just got home from getting my stuff from jamie. let me tell you, i had a blast at her house for the couple of hours i was there. it just felt like old times. not to mention it was awesome just seeing jamie. i miss her a lot, but i dont think she realizes how much i do miss her. it was strange just being around her again and not being able to touch her or hold her. i dunno its probably just me but i just know that i miss her a lot. i miss her as jamie as a friend as a person and yes as a girlfriend, but i think ive gotten over that part. i just miss her ya know? you know when you just miss someone casue they arent there? ya thats how i miss her, shes one those people that is an awesome ass friend!! i dunno i just know that i wont get to see her as much anymore cause she has a new job and all. its gunna suck but i still hope that ill be able to hang out with her some cause shes an awesome girl to hang with and is just all around fun!! just know jamie if you ever need anything of any kind, you know how to get a hold of me. just know that im ALWAYS here for you! i love you always and forever, and i miss you a whole bunch!!! deep down inside i still love you jamie and still love to be with you:-P

the count down to spring break begins! just a little less than 4 weeks to spring break!! i cant flippin wait!!!!! its gunna be a a drunken good time!!! :-D maybe if i love you all, ill bring you back some emptty beer cans!! LOL!!

hey, id like to ask if everyone could just take a second and pray for jamies mom that she will be okay. :-) thank you. i hope your mom is feeling better real soon jamie. love you ya bunches always and forever!!

alrighty then, its now saturday. another weekend of doing nothing has started up. maybe i should just start working again on the weekends? i mean seriously, everyone i know either works or is to busy to hang hell, im probably one the only people outta my friends that sit around and dont do anything all weekend, cause i dont feel like getting fucked up every weekend. sorry that doesnt appeal to me. maybe once in a while like every other weekend or something, but not every single weekend. oh well, thats really all there is to do in this gay state of ohio i mean seriously, ive never seen anything as boring as the state of ohio, there is absolutely nothing to do here.  oh well whatever, i dont care anymore, im planning on moving by the end of the year. where i dont know, probably back to chicago, there ill meet new people, there will be more exciting things you can do there. but we'll see what happens ya know? anyway, if you ever want to do something, many of you know the number so hit me up, otherwise take care and im going to go and try to find something to do around this boring ass state!! haha. peace out

okay so tuesday was valentines day. it wasnt much of a day, i had to work and wasnt feeling so great. yesturday was wednesday, and it wasnt any better, i didnt go to school cause i felt like shit, but i did go to work cause i wanted to work with my favorite person jamie!! :-) she only has a few more days left and i only get to work with her one more day, and its going to be a vary vary sad day!! but thats ok ill still get to talk to her and see her when we hang out at times, well thats if she wants too, if she isnt too busy for me! hahaha. i still need to get my stuff back from her!!! but i love that girl to death! as for jamie getting her new job, i wish her the best of luck and many happy hamburger flipping times!! and thats all i have to say about that! :-D its been interesting week, but for now im going to miss my jamieson very much.

BOOM SHAKA LAKA....DONT HAVE MUCH TO SAY OTHER THAN IM GOING TO KILL SOME TERRORIST IN SOME COUNTER-STRIKE: SOURCE BABY!!! WOOT WOOT.....for those that dont know thats a video game, so dont get the wrong idea!!!

for those that know how to do excel, im happy for you. its a good thing to know how to do. ive been dealing with it for almost a year now in college and it sucks, cause i never got to learn it in high school, cause they never thought us. i recommend that you learn it at an early age, cause damn is it hard trying to learn it now. i mean i understand it and all but it just sucks really bad.  High school is the place to learn excel and all those microsoft things. i just got done doing like 5 excel project and my head is just spinning now! it sucks! anyway, a piece of advice learn excel at as early as you can. ie. high school! lol. anyway for now, im takin a break and then back to some more excel projects! woot woot! love me jonny b!!

so, i just got done watchin probably one of the best movies ever to me at least!! i just got done watching the teenage mutant ninja turtles baby!! its been forever since ive seen that movie, and by gorge was it freaking awesome!! most people may not like it, but damn i do, i grew up watchin them on tv and playing with the action figures and all that good stuff. and just watchin the movie again made me feel like a little kid. :-D its time to go and finish teenage mutant ninja turtles 2 and 3. yay, i cant wait!! haha. until then, cowabunga dude!!!!!! and GO NINJA GO NINJA GO!!!

guess whos back, back again? jon is back, tell a friend!! jons going bowling friday biatches!!!! wanna join, just give me a shout!!!!!! it will be fun, i promise you that, oh yes i promise you that!! lol im a rapping fool! not! okay i was just having fun! anyway, if any one wants to bowl, just give me a call or leave me a message, love me jonny b!

alright, so for the most part i dont care for rap,unless its eminem, but i will listen to it. ive been listening to this song alot, its called "so sick" by ne-yo, and i really like it. it really makes me think a lot bout things, so i decided it put it in here so you guys can sing/read along with me! haha. so here you go!!

"So Sick"
Ne-YO

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

so i just got off of work not to long ago. work itself wasnt to bad, i mean it went by extremely fast compared to what it normally does. it had its up and downs. ups i got to work with jamie and talk to her. i havent done that in a while.  another thing was i ate wendys...i had a spicy chicken with cheese!! it was very yummy! :-)  okay so the down points to work was that, jamie told me she was quitting today. that was a shocker to me and made me really depressed, cause now i know i probably wont get to see her as much or talk to her, cause shes to busy to hang out with me anymore. thats whats going to hurt the most. but she got mad at me causee i took her hoodi and i wasnt going to give it back. i was going to give it back but she was being really whinny cause she wasnt feeling good. i can understand that she isnt feeling well but geesh, come on i was only joking. and then after i gave her hoodi i speed outta the parking lot, and im sure she thinks im pissed at her, or in her case she doesnt care if i am or not. but im not i just had to get outta there cause i have to get some homework done and turned in by midnight tonihgt, and its what 1030 or so!!! haha, so i must go do that. but im not mad at jamie, it takes a lot to get mad at her. there has been a tradgedy in the kfc world today...jamie is quitting kfc, and i think im going to cry over it. i think im more mad that shes quitting and i wont be able to see her as much anymore cause shes sooooooo busy with other things, shes to good for me now!! haha, jk jk. i know shes not to good for me, and i know thats shes busy with what or who i dont know. but i dunno, i just miss her as a friend thats all. and yes i do still wish we were together, but i miss her more as a friend right now.anyway, just so everyones and so you know jamie, i wasnt mad at you i mean i am b.c your quitting but thats it. i just more depressed then anything bc now for sure i wont see you or talk to you. the only time i got to talk to you was at work, and then that was even hard casue we would work different days. but just so you know i do miss ya and love ya always. :-D but i wasnt mad at you and i do hope you feel better soon!!

for those who have seen charlie and the chocolate factory, what did you think of it? i saw it last night for the first time. i thought it was pretty good, but not as good as the orginal. there were a few things that were boggling my mind, as to why they used computer animation for august and violet when they were searching for the golden ticket, and everyone else were real people. i dont know if they were just trying to make it so it was both computer generated and humanized or if they thought it was cool. as for the ompalompas and their raps, they were pretty catchy if i might add, but i think some of them could of been done a little better. and what was with the squirrels? i mean seriously, if your going to remake an orginal film, dont change the contents of what the characters wanted. cause in the orginal,  she didnt want a squirrle she wanted a freaking ompalompa. dont get me wrong i wouldnt mind a squirrel as a pet, but i know id rather have an ompalumpa, woulddnt you? i do know that johnny deep played an awesome willy wonka. also, what i liked about it was that they told you how willy wonka started the chocolate factory and why he started it, because when he was younger and all. where as in the orginal it didnt really tell you any of that. anyway, over all i really did like charlie and the chocolate factory, but it wasnt as good as the first one, but still watchable!!

DAMN FLUCKING DOGGIE!!! THATS WHAT IM FLUCKING TALKIN ABOUT!!! MA BOYS ARE CHAMPS!!!!!!!!!!!! THE RETURN OF THE STEEL CURTAIN IS HERE!!!!!!!! MY HEREO BIG BEN DESERVED EVERY BIT, AND LET ME TELL, THATS ONE NICE DUDE IN PERSON!!! FLUCKING A!!!!!!! GO STEELERS!!!!!!!!!!! CONGRATZ!!!!!!!!

okay, so its snowing out and i LOVE SNOW. something about snow makes me go :-D haha not to mention i have pull and peel watermelon twizzlers!! score!! dont you wish you had some pull and peel twizzlers like me?? yea i bet you do!!